Tuesday, October 17, 2006
how i wish i could live life without worries, disappointments and regrets.
how i wish i could live life like a 5 year old kid.
how i wish i could laugh like before.
the more i think, the more upset i become.
there's so many things running through my mind now. i just want to forget everything. i feel like skipping dinner and go straight to bed. i've just lost my appetite.
i felt so much better after crying my heart out. and now it's time to paste that smile back on my face.
i was never a depressed child, was i?
goodbye world.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:08 AM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
OH MY GOSH. I FOUND MY ANKLET.
what an exciting morning. hoho. such a good way to start my morning.
okay. i'm off.
au revoir.
oh yes. i screwed my mep practical up.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:30 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
i can't seemed to study. i feel so distracted. i'm in such a holiday mood.
physics and mother tongue paper 2 tomorrow! then wednesday there's mep performing. and then IT'S OVER. gosh. i can't wait.
OMG. my sister is laughing her head off. cause she's watching goong on youtube. how am i supposed to study with such distractions.
ahh. physics. eee. how how. i'm tired. i can't study. maybe i'll get food poisoning tomorrow and then i can skip the paper. oh my. i didn't just say that, did i?
i pulled my veins on my left hand. and mep practical is on wednesday. good luck to me. i'm dead. and my father was asking my mom to bring me to the hospital to check my bones. he can be hilarious at times when he make stupid assumptions. oh. and he asked me to go tell ms sim that i can't play for mep practical. i liked that one. hoho.
i like the pieces i'm playing for mep. but liking it doesn't mean that i can play it. hoho. i should start panicking. it won't be a pass if i'm still hitting the wrong notes. PLUS i'm majoring it. i feel like a complete idiot. now, does anyone want to listen to me play and comment something nice? so that i won't feel like a complete idiot. hah. i'm consoling myself.
i lost my anklet on saturday. the second time losing that same design. i guess it's just not meant to be mine. it was damn depressing when i found out that i lost it. sigh. now my left foot feels empty.
alright. i better concentrate on my physics.
au revoir.
my mother is biased. and my sister has become the queen.
and i'm very irritated. so irritated that i want to cry.
i prefer living in never never land
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
3:28 AM